Friday, April 30, 2010

requiem

moi: always singapore. :(

faghag: si longhair na naman b yan?

moi: someone else. another one who got away. =(

fagh: ohhhh. hugs dear. =(

fagh: at sinetch itetch? like i said before,when you've taken care of business here, pwede ka nang lumipad there.

moi: naman. para every morning magkasabay kaming tatlo sa train on our way to work. ansaya non.

fagh: gagah

moi: strike two na to ateh. one day madedeclare na talaga ako ng war sa country na yan!

fagh: go ahead

moi: it's not often you feel like telling a country: "inagaw mo ng lahat sa akin!!!"

fagh: tseh!


as i write these lines, there is again that melancholia similar to what i felt years ago when i noticed a pattern that i think keeps on repeating itself in my narrative: that the best parts are always before endings.

the happiest times for me, they always tend to crop up when a chapter is about to close. like, meeting a man of my dreams when the both of us are about to take different paths.

you share your moments together, knowing fully well it's not going to last, and afterwards all you have left is a distant memory of what was there.

sana next time hindi na ganun.

9 comments:

red the mod said...

Be thankful that you still got to meet him, and that the sentiment was requited. Singapore too has such bad rep for me. The one who got away went there. On my birthday. Almost five years ago.

Thing is, he never really had the courage to acknowledge that what we had was genuine. Real. In that respect, you're actually luckier.

Darc Diarist said...

written in the stars...
this made me cry :(

victor said...

Baka panahon nang magbakasakali sa iba pang bansa. Hehe.

karla said...

sensya with the late reply guys. got uber busy with work.

@red...but then sometimes it gets to a point that i'd wish we hadn't met. para wala ng hassle ng remembrance.

@darc...hugs. =)

@victor...sg was an option after hk but i have some things to do here. maybe when i get these things done. maybe. hehe.

Alterjon said...

yes, it's always Singapore.

perhaps waiting has always been a patient friend to some of us. ;)

memories: we'll need them when we're sober.

karla said...

thank you for visiting aj! +D i really am starting to wonder bout sg. gay mecca ba ito o anetch? hehe.

Fickle Cattle said...

hahaha. that's one more thing you can blame our government for. :-)

http://ficklecattle.blogspot.com

~Carrie~ said...

you share your moments together, knowing fully well it's not going to last, and afterwards all you have left is a distant memory of what was there.

leche flang! pasok sa banga, sis. hugs to you, dear.

karla said...

thanks carrie! over and done with with that episode. next!