disappointment

some people let me down today. people i trusted, which is all the more painful. it's a bit funny coz growing up, i learned early on to rely on myself. that's why it surprises me to discover sometimes that, i guess, i haven't really learned that lesson quite well. still.

i'm not the kind of guy who has much guile and uses people. i'm pretty transparent. but sometimes i wonder if it wouldn't hurt if i let the scheming bitch in me get heard. people don't respect you if you're the happy, smiling guy, who's all too accomodating. this year, i promise this is going to change. nyahahhahaa.  

ay.....

"It's important to remember that you can never regain something you left in the past. Shift your focus to the present and deal with the state of things as they are, instead of clinging to some memory of what you once had.

Memories may be nice...but that's all they are..."


natigilan ako run a........